Enjoying Life

Since I had my surgery last June last week when I have my monthly sickness it's climbing on the roof so wacky. It's kind of crazy one if not late for 2 weeks it's advance for a week. So, I have difficulty pointing my fertile period. We are trying to conceive for the passed few months but now I'm tired about it. Yesterday when I am lying in bed peacefully it came into my mind that why not be contented of what I have now and enjoy! that I can sleep without baby crying in my side and it's nice. Because time will come that I will miss the time being alone and being with my husband without distraction. I know that to have a baby is tiresome but they said it worth it. But right now trying to enjoy life more. That's all :)